For the last several years, I asked myself that same question. Where are you Christmas? Christmas was just another hectic day in the week. My life had become just moving through the day to day motions. I think on some levels, I was numb. I had shut down. It was easier than fighting and dealing with all the pain and anger that was buried inside.
This past year has been the toughest year of my life. I am sure it will not be the last time I will be dealt my round of trials and tribulations. But, I am confident in knowing that I am a much stronger person today than I was just a year ago.
I know that this year, I have definitely found Christmas...and it has never felt better.